My Primary School's Life

Life is a complicated journey and there are more to come when we grow older. For instance, when I was a kid, I was forced by my mum to do homework because I wasn't born rich and they wanted me to get educated as high as possible so that I can have a better life. However, my cousins were my intimates from my kindergarden life to my primary school life. After school and completing our homework, we'll play toys together, catching grasshoppers to feed fishes in my home well, cycling and so on. We really had a good time together. What a memorable and sweet memory. Furthemore, I joined Taekwando and basketcall club since standard 4. I recall that I joined Taekwando because I was in the influenced of my cousin. I watched lots of Kung Fu films since young like Druken Master(Jackie Chan) and I thought knowing how to fight is really a ccol thing so that girls might fall in love with me. Hahaha. What a silly thought. I did quite wekk in Taekwando. I passed every exam with ease and I even got champion in a sparring tournament when I was in standard 5. Then I stopped the training after entering secondary school. On the other hand, I had a hard time when I was in basketball club because I always get scolded by the seniors or sometimes insulted. But I didn't give up because I really love the sport and I got the chance to represent Malacca to take part in National Basketball Tournament. Out of the blue, I got 6As 1B in my UPSR. To me, that's a beautiful full stop for my primary school life.

That's my primary school life. When I recall, I feel that I was great at that time. But why didn't I get the self esteem that time? What the heck was I thinking at that time? I remember that although I did well but I don't appreciate and keep asking myself to be better,better and even the best but I didn't achive that and it might be my limit already. After that, I started scolding and looking down at myself.Hmm, I ended up achieving nothing after that. It was due to lack of confidence, self esteem and easily influenced by others. Instead, I should listen to my heart and put my soul and heart into what I believe in. Am I right?